Rebeccak,
I was wondering, did you use a special pen for that head in your crosshatching tut? your lines seem very thin for a ballpen. mine are rather greasy and thick, maybe i should try some different pens huh (and different brushes in Painter).
Thanks for the links btw, excellent stuff!
Ok, I got good news and bad news:
the good news is that from what I’ve seen and read the last days and weeks, I’ve come to be very determined to learn how to draw properly, because it will be a good basis to do other stuff eventually (painting, 3D, etc). I’ve been fooling around without getting serious long enough; hence the poor portfolio. The other good news is that I have plenty of time, even though I’m a busy man, sharing my spare time with my family, doing sports (mens sana in corpore sano) and being creative (drawing, painting, modeling, etc) and not to forget going to work every day. I’m 33y old so if I’m lucky I can still learn 40 years or more 
the bad news is actually good news as well (in a way):
I was trying to do some sketches on different poses for heads without references. I have serious problems as soon as the head is to be drawn with an angle. So much work to do still. I’ll be taking my sketchbook to work from now on so I can practice in my lunchbreak.
No worries I will get where I want but I might bug you guys for the next couple of years though
These below are just posted so I can see where I started when I look at them at a later stage so I don’t mind if you giggle a bit but don’t laugh out loud 
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