I agree 100% with Tasp’s very insightful and thought provoking comment. Particularly the thoughts on conscious vs. subconscious. With that in mind, the only thing I would add is that I’ve found that many times my “plateau” periods (the times when I am discouraged because I feel like I am spinning my wheels and not progressing), many times I look back at those periods and realize that I was actually in the middle of a very consistent, productive phase where I was cranking out a lot of solid stuff. At the time, you may not feel like you’re improving at the rate that you were before, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t producing quality work and participating in a vital learning process.
I’m 27 years old, I went through art school and I’ve worked in the “industry” for almost 5 years now…so I’ve been through the cycle of inspiration-> productivity-> good results-> burn out-> depression-> repeat many many times. Heck, that’s why I’m here. I work as a 3D artist, I was getting burned out twiddling knobs on the computer all the time (again) and I decided to rebuild my atrophied drawing muscles and get into painting. Anyway, Tasp is right - don’t get discouraged, just keep going the best you can. A small break here and there can be good for you, just be wary of the slippery slope that can lead to getting out of practice. It’s hard to come back…trust me.
Sometimes I feel I’m going nowhere.
As long as you’re creating artwork, you’re never “going nowhere.” The only way to go nowhere is to quit. Oh, by the way…has anyone ever read “Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance?” The whole point of that book is basically what we’re talking about here: how to hold on to that spark that makes you pick up the pencil in the first place, and how to not get “stuck.” How to maintain satisfaction. It’s a good read. The gist of it is: if you are armed with the technical knowledge to solve problems that come up, but also the flexibility and creativity to carry you when technical knowledge isn’t enough, then you’ll be able to get out of your own way and allow yourself to go as far as you can go. But you gotta go through the rough times…not around them, and certainly don’t stop or slow down in front of them. Anyway, sorry for rambling, heh, just thinking out loud. This is something that we all deal with from time to time.
Your last post was awesome, by the way.