Lol yeah looks like OP is gone here. I’ll add my 2 cents even though it’ll likely never get read, but oh well why not…
So in my primary career, I run a therapy practice in LA. It’s tough work and long hours and truly is a grind. Honestly, running your own business is stressful to the f*$king max. Any other business owners here that can attest to that?! But in my spare time, I like to create things. I was always into modeling when I was younger (started with Google Sketchup back in the day) and it always fascinated me.
I guess my biggest advice is to find something you are motivated by outside your career. Don’t get me wrong, I love helping people with my therapy practice, but it’s not everything to me. I need other things to help balance me out and I use them as a crutch sometimes when necessary.
FYI if you’re still struggling, feel free to check out my blog on my site here about therapy in playa vista. I know one big result of “lack of motivation” become depression. I’ve seen that derail people all too often and my blog has some things to consider. Hope this helps!!