I’m not sure what I’m trying to say here, so I may remble. I don’t see a lot of art in CG that has genuine content and meaning, by which I mean an emotional content that relates to the artists life. I don’t say that’s necessarily a bad thing. One can’t always do personal art, that’s a given. It’s just in the last year or so, I’ve noticed changes in my art. Being very ill and disabled, and living in desperate poverty, always stressed out and on edge about survival, most of my personal work rerlates to my emotions, my state of being, my existence. I have to be honest that I normally don’t stop to try to analyze what the meaning might be or what the art may relate to. It’s just expression, whatever’s inside me on that day has to come out. Some is very dark, some is light and pretty. I’ve been criticized because my work isn’t photorealistic, but it’s hard to explain that that’s not what I’m trying to do with my art. I do illustration, and I was influenced not only by the classic illustrators, but by some odd lenticular 3D images I saw as a kid, and have never seen since. Due to my illness, it’s been hard for me to learn all the things I need to be able to model well and rig and all that jazz. But I still manage to get out images that look almost like I have them in my head.
I’m not disrespecting photorealism. I think it’s great, if that’s what you want to do, if that expresses what you want to say. But I’m not seeing a lot of personal expression. Is that something that’s difficult in CG? It’s taken me a few years of work to get to the point of being able to express what it is I want to express. I came to CG after being a traditional illustrator, doing images where it was easy for me to express because I’d been doing it for years. When I switched to CG, due to physical problems, it was impossible for me to express myself at first simply because of the need to learn all the technicalities of a new media. Yet, there are people all over far more experienced than I am. Where’s the ART? I can appreciate a well designed character, or a great architectural rendering as much as anyone. But where’s the work that speaks? The work that has something to say?
it seems more people interested in technique… probably one day we will see also a pre-3d-raphaelite brotherhood… who knows ?