You need to terminate that thought. This is far from a cheesy subject.
Tho’ I chose not do it, I am very happy that someone is.
This topic is SO RICH. I wish they would run the Pheonix contest again with the same theme. I would enter again and do a completely different image.
Even if I don’t get the jacket, I feel like a WINNER already because this contest has made me think CREATIVELY. No it’s more than that. I think creatively all the time. This contest has inspired ORIGINALITY. It’s deeper, I really haven’t had anything that I have been wanting to say. Nothing really worth taking the time to say with art. Creating Art, for me, is like what Treebeard in LOTR said to Pipin. “Trees don’t say anything unless it’s really worth taking the time to say.” I’m like Treebeard in that respect. It took so much time to produce a painting, I don’t want to do it, unless I really cared about it. I couldn’t dedicate that much time to something that was just superficial chitter chatter. Most fantasy, seem redone and vain (LOTRs or StarWars). I couldn’t care about it. Now I feel like as long as it’s deeply personal and said with clear intent from my own perspective.
Having something to say, and feeling it is really important is what I believe I have been lacking. Even it’s it’s not a statement just but just an emotion that is really important to share. I believe that is the motivation that I lost trying to make money with that had nothing to say except my rent is paid, or I have a new … (whatever).
This contest is ending a long run of artist larengitis. I have found my new voice. I understand now. That’s what I came back to Buffalo for. To find what made me tick. I wanted to share an incredible moment with others.