Mr. Mu,
Have you tried Art Rage? It’s free. I’ve had friends who have used it and just rave about it.
Also, do you have / use Photoshop? Just trying to get a handle on what programs you have at your disposal. 
Why be down? You’ve come a long way on this piece, and the next piece will be better. One thing to remember is that the point of these Workshops is not to come up with a final, beautiful piece, necessarily ~ though in honesty, there are many elements in your painting which are really starting to come together brilliantly and become beautiful ~ but rather, to practice techniques so that you learn how to SEE. Ultimately, the challenge is to look harder and to more accurately judge and translate what you see. Your next piece and subsequent pieces will be better. Trust me. 
Cheers,
~Rebeccak

Hmm, have you seen your Anatomy Thread yet? There is a little present there for you…and I promise, it’s not another scary picture!
hahahaha…





