Hey, guys, everyone <3 <3 <3
Don’t worry, and I’m sorry. It was the combination of a shitty week, a couple of really, really rude hatemails regarding this piece, the very insulting voice of someone a few pages back - and then the ensuing fight that had nothing to do with the piece, it really just put me on edge.
For the record, I always appreciate criticism that regards the technique and things I can do better. If the foot is too big, I need to know the foot is too big - I won’t be hurt if you tell me and I won’t be upset. I’ll look at the foot and I’ll think – is it too big? and if it is, I’ll shrink it, and if I’m not sure,I’ll leave it the way it is. I’ve pointed out a massive amount of times that I love this type of comment - both in my ordinary topics and in this one (also, for the record, the crits I’ve received in this thread have been insanely helpful: something I’ve also pointed out).
As regards to the rest… I’m always a little on edge with subject matter criticism. People who either tell me I draw boring things, or that I’m a boring person, or that I should simply draw something else. I’ve always been firmly convinced that subject matter is the artist’s business, and it’s no fun painting at all if we can’t decide ourselves what to paint. What made me a little sad this time around is that it seemed like a couple of people I respected suddenly thought I’d stagnated with my work, and, well… honest, would you like to hear that? I just pointed out that I hadn’t, not in my own eyes - read the post, I wasn’t even that upset about -that-, I just wanted to reply to something that came off as a little hurtful.
And, in turn, being hurtful myself. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do that. I’m an asshat. I love you guys, honest, I was just a little bit on the defensive side last night for a number of reasons - please forgive me.
Still, as I said, I’m not getting back to this piece for a while. I’ll finish the other concept, but not for the competition, just for fun instead.
So, W!L, Neozoom (and anyone else I might have offended), I’m sorry, I took your bit of thought the entirely wrong way, and I didn’t intend to. Look at what I said again, I wasn’t trying to point anyone out as a bad guy, I just wanted to defend myself and make it clear that no, I don’t think my work has slowed down, and I love doing this piece - and that I’m sorry if it seems that way to a few people. I’ll stand by that, I honestly love working on this picture (well, not at the moment). Man, I hate the internet for making misunderstanding way, way, way too easy.