Hi guys,
My name is Ivan and I’m 27 years old from Italy. I am looking for someone that can give me some suggestion and help me to clear my mind.
Well…I studied and (when I’m lucky) work in 3D cg (lighting and rendering are my skills) and I do photography too, i love it. I think I love it more than cg. But what i always loved is drawing. I think that i lack in drawing skills and i want to learn, I want to change my path and start from the beginning with a pencil. And no digital suff, expancive equipments or great cg teams. Those are often limits for me. I would love to create great work and express myself with a pencil and some colors…with my hands, and without the obliged need of a digital support. it would be great to work in this way. When I see someone with high drawing skills I find it very fascinating…and reminds me of my childhood spent drawing day and night. I definitely miss it.
Is it possible in your opinion change the path of your life / career at the age of 27, next to 28, in a decent timing…trying to became an illustrator and work as an illustrator / artist. And…I’m quite poor, so…can I learn what I need from all the stuff that I find online…youtube and books without an in-depth drawing course-class?
I need to clarify my mind…i’m confused and bored about this situation. So i want to start to do something but first I hope to receive some suggestion from more experienced people. Or maybe know if anyone has done it! Just to understand if it’s not a waste of time. If you want you can have a look at my little website in my profile…just to understand my starting point. I’m not trying to publicize my self of course. But I think it’s clear from my words…quite desperate! 
Thank you
Iv 
) before the end of July so I can join, I’m really curious about your workshop. And I think that can help me.