MartynPS
06-22-2009, 06:52 AM
Hello to you, the beautiful members of this here glorious internet forum. I am a 28 year old human male from England who graduated from my Architectural based undergraduate degree a whole 2 earth years ago. Since then I have interned for practices both in the UK and San Francisco, a city I have fallen in love with, while at the same time falling out of love with Architecture.
I have been traveling SE Asia for the past 4 months I have had plenty of time to think (while taking time to not think) and have come to the striking realisation that I need to do something I can be passionate about rather than something I stumbled into, and probably engaged in to seek my father’s (who has since passed away) approval – choosing a path in life for others rather than yourself, a slippery path at best. I went to university as an average student, discovered I was rather dyslexic and went on to do a world better at my course than I ever imagined possible (designing my university student union bar, final year awards etc).
The world of me changed forever, as I had gained a huge boost in confidence and with the added benefit of special tutoring, I found academia manageable for the first time in 22 years. The aspects I excelled were design, creativity, 3d and 2d computer visualisation and graphic design, the engineering and messy stuff caused my brain to turn to custard and noodles. This did not become clear to me until but a year ago while in SF, I decided I wanted to work for a 3d architectural visualising company, found a job, the visa did not work out so I was kindly escorted out of the country thank you very much.
Having put ample thought into my position (in the world, not on this chair) and time of life I really feel it is important for me to undertake a career choice that I can be passionate about, that I can give my all to, and that I can wake up in the morning and to be excited to be part of. I have always loved CG art, been passionate about CG in film and various aspects of media since I was a wee pup. So why, for the sake of all that is good and great, did I not dive head first into this industry when I was first spat into the world of higher education? Well, a lack of confidence in my creative skills, and a lack of ability in my sketching skills. The former I overcame rapidly soon after the great dyslexia discovery of ’03, the latter I decided to do something about 2 weeks ago and have discovered it quite simple, wholey enjoyable and meditative to draw and as such I curse myself for not putting more time into it sooner.
So, now I have overcome my two main fears, and already with an acquired knowledge of the likes of Max and various Adobe products what is stopping me you may ask? (You may also be asking ‘when is this boring tripe going to end?’ soon dear friend, and you are a saint for not clicking away). The truth is nothing is stopping me, clarity overcame my being only a few days ago and I am on a fully fledged mission to become a good, nay great CG artist (at some point, in that there future). But here is where you come in, and why I could not have gone straight to this point without not only wondering around the houses, but taking a boat, balloon and space ship around the planet is beyond me…
1) I want to learn; I want to learn everything I have missed out on by choosing a different career path (not the wrong, just different, as I have learnt so many valuable lessons in architecture, including architecture ain’t pour moi, ce) am I best doing this on my ownsom or via an academic institution?
2) My ideal plan of action would be to attend The Academy of Arts in San Francisco, studying an MFA in 3d animation and visual effects, beings as I have such a knowledge of the area and a number of friends (in and out of industry) it seems only right. Is this a good school for such activities, and is the pricetag worth it, also will my background be enough for me to be successful at such a course?
3) What’s the bestest book for learning Maya, or website, or that sort-a-ting?
4) Is 28 too late to join the industry or is such talk codswallop?
5) Have you lost the will to live reading this consonantly mutating stream of consciousness?
6) If answer to 5 is yes = sorry.
Big love, thanks in advance for all your thoughts,
Martyn
I have been traveling SE Asia for the past 4 months I have had plenty of time to think (while taking time to not think) and have come to the striking realisation that I need to do something I can be passionate about rather than something I stumbled into, and probably engaged in to seek my father’s (who has since passed away) approval – choosing a path in life for others rather than yourself, a slippery path at best. I went to university as an average student, discovered I was rather dyslexic and went on to do a world better at my course than I ever imagined possible (designing my university student union bar, final year awards etc).
The world of me changed forever, as I had gained a huge boost in confidence and with the added benefit of special tutoring, I found academia manageable for the first time in 22 years. The aspects I excelled were design, creativity, 3d and 2d computer visualisation and graphic design, the engineering and messy stuff caused my brain to turn to custard and noodles. This did not become clear to me until but a year ago while in SF, I decided I wanted to work for a 3d architectural visualising company, found a job, the visa did not work out so I was kindly escorted out of the country thank you very much.
Having put ample thought into my position (in the world, not on this chair) and time of life I really feel it is important for me to undertake a career choice that I can be passionate about, that I can give my all to, and that I can wake up in the morning and to be excited to be part of. I have always loved CG art, been passionate about CG in film and various aspects of media since I was a wee pup. So why, for the sake of all that is good and great, did I not dive head first into this industry when I was first spat into the world of higher education? Well, a lack of confidence in my creative skills, and a lack of ability in my sketching skills. The former I overcame rapidly soon after the great dyslexia discovery of ’03, the latter I decided to do something about 2 weeks ago and have discovered it quite simple, wholey enjoyable and meditative to draw and as such I curse myself for not putting more time into it sooner.
So, now I have overcome my two main fears, and already with an acquired knowledge of the likes of Max and various Adobe products what is stopping me you may ask? (You may also be asking ‘when is this boring tripe going to end?’ soon dear friend, and you are a saint for not clicking away). The truth is nothing is stopping me, clarity overcame my being only a few days ago and I am on a fully fledged mission to become a good, nay great CG artist (at some point, in that there future). But here is where you come in, and why I could not have gone straight to this point without not only wondering around the houses, but taking a boat, balloon and space ship around the planet is beyond me…
1) I want to learn; I want to learn everything I have missed out on by choosing a different career path (not the wrong, just different, as I have learnt so many valuable lessons in architecture, including architecture ain’t pour moi, ce) am I best doing this on my ownsom or via an academic institution?
2) My ideal plan of action would be to attend The Academy of Arts in San Francisco, studying an MFA in 3d animation and visual effects, beings as I have such a knowledge of the area and a number of friends (in and out of industry) it seems only right. Is this a good school for such activities, and is the pricetag worth it, also will my background be enough for me to be successful at such a course?
3) What’s the bestest book for learning Maya, or website, or that sort-a-ting?
4) Is 28 too late to join the industry or is such talk codswallop?
5) Have you lost the will to live reading this consonantly mutating stream of consciousness?
6) If answer to 5 is yes = sorry.
Big love, thanks in advance for all your thoughts,
Martyn
